February 24, 2003
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sigh...the weather bites big time...i've learned something that i never realized b4 about me...no matter how hard i try i can't avoid what i try to not think about...i'm at a crossroad right now...not sure of myself or the outcome...not ready to choose...really need some guidance...i don't know what i'm doing...i don't know how i'm feeling...all i know is that i have i'm feeling pretty shitty and i want to do something about it...but i don't know wut...or how to change the situation....c'est la vie (8 years of french and thats all i can remember)...
need a new cell phone...this phone of mine is retarded...15minutes talk time and 2 hours standby...is it worth it to buy a new battery?...no not really since my car charger and handsfree kit both don't work properly on this phone anymore either...hmmm....for someone who uses the phone so frequently you would think this would be on my top priority list...but no...ricer ming has resurfaced its ugly head from his winter hibernation...i find that when trying not to worry about certain things i tend to maticulously check out all the car sites i don't view during the winter...omg i'm such a loser...its just a car....what is wrong with me...a car doesn't define you...and you shouldn't care so much about the car....hmmm....yeah....rite....thats crazy talk....its like i'm taking crazy pills....ok....enuff words....not making sense anymore...g'nite and then?
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hey ming......!
u know what's funny? I didn't even notice those eprop comments until like 2 minz ago. haha thx for all ur lil notes. I hope you're feeling better. you seem a lil lost, I hope u find whatever guidance or goal it is u are looking for me.
I'm feelin a lot better........ but yea that back to back tonic KILLED me. I am sooo sick right now... lost my voice, can't stop coughin.. possibly bronchitis again. but for sure.. yea im gonna pass out now. ttyl
Once again its 2 eprops 4 U...I know wut u mean when u say "no matter how hard i try i can't avoid what i try to not think about..."
lol i think it's the winter weather.. cuz i've been thinking bout this "crossroad" thing ever since the weather started turning cold and gloomy... wut the hell to do with my life or if i'm doing exactly wut i want right now.. but things will turn out better eventually.. just wait!
hey babes...didn't realize you joined the xanga world...ahh...such a late bloomer...hehe...talks to you later...when we going to chill buddy
ming....?
hmm... xanga world .. toronto is smaller than i thought. ... i totally dropped out of AF activities... haha..
my phone is now 1/2 wut i paid for it... get the v-60! online hundred sumthin..
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